KAGANDAHAN, BROSIA WANNABE

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Baket Brosia wannabe? Kase malakas sya mang-asar. As in. Kung pikon ka, iiyak ka na lang sa isang sulok o titirisin sya ng matindi. Pero ako hinde, di ko na sya pinatulan. Hmp!

Sa harap ng hapag-kainan, habang naghahapunan kame ni Cris at ng aking nanay ay napag-usapan namin ang aking pinsan na kasalukuyang nakikituloy sa aming tahanan.

Nanay ko: Cris, gusto mo ba makita mga peborit mong artista? Ayan oh sumama ka jan kay Marie, sa production nagttrabaho yan. Sa TV.
Ako: Onga pala. Sama ka sa Wowowee. Wahahaha. Nga pala, si Amae nga din pala sa prod na ulet nagttrabaho ngayon. Pwede ka din sumabit din kung gusto mo.

Cris: Single pa din yung si Ate Amae? E si Ate Van
Ako: Oo. O wag ka na magsalita pa.
Cris: Bwahahahha!
(evil laugh)
Ako: Hoy magtigil ka wag mo inaasar yung dalawang yun at sensitib yung mga yun pagdating sa status ng lablayp.
Cris: Alam nyo kase ate kaya di kayo nagkakaboypren kase dahil jan sa mga kapintasan nyo. Magaganda naman kayo, sexy, matatalino, may trabaho, mapepera.. kapintasan yan eh.
Ako: Pano naman kaya yon naging kapintasan?
Cris: Eh syempre nahihiya yung mga lalake sa inyo. Basta kapintasan yun.


At tumahimik na ako dahil ayoko na sana pahabain ang diskusyon.. pero ayaw pa din nya tumigil..

Cris: Dalawa lang pipilian nyo eh. Pag tumanda na kayong tatlo magkakasama pa rin kayo. Magkayakap kayo sa isang bench habang binabalikan ang Facebook nyo na mula noon e single ang status at hindi na nabago. O kaya magmadre kayong tatlo. Magandang idea yun! Hahahahah!
(evil laugh pramis sarap tajakan.. sinasabi nya to infront of my mom)
Cris: Hahahah! Sayang wala yung dalawa.. para may kayakap ka ngayon. Magyakapan na lang kayo.

Shet na malagket. Dikit-dikit. Hindi ko naman magawang mapikon sa kanya kase syempre bukod sa sanay na ko sa pang-aasar nya e alam ko namang di ito totoo at hindi mangyayari sa totoong buhay. Dabah? Hihi..

Pero sa totoo lang, mejo kakasad nga. Ayaw ko magpakaipokrita ha. Hehehe. Di naman ako depressed. Mejo sad lang. Right at this moment nandito sa bahay namin ang pamilya (asawa at anak) ng ate ko na isang taon lang ang tanda sa akin, at yung jowa ng kapatid kong BUNSO (at ilang ulet ko na sinabi dito: 7 years na sila magjowa ng kapatid ko).. at take note: tatlo lang po kame magkakapatid. So meaning? Ako lang ang mag-isa dito. Wahahahahah!

Hindi ako loser pramis. Hindi talaga. Di naman ako nadedepress eh.. mejo nabbwiset lang kapag nahihiritan nitong malditang kasambahay namin. :D

MY DREAM COME TRUE… FINGERS CROSSED!

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A few days from now, I will be celebrating my birthday. Since it will be my 25th, I've been thinking hard on how to celebrate it. I want it to be different. I want something that would be meaningful and memorable. Something that I can cherish forever. Fortunately, my friends and I came up with a great idea.

Believe it or not, if this plan will push through this is going to be my very first big party. Yep, I don't celebrate by hosting a posh party or a kiddie party. I haven't tried celebrating in a fastfood chain with mascots and all, because I grew up without my parents and I think my birthdays then just meant receiving big amount of money from Mom & Dad and treating my friends to wherever they want to. When I celebrated my 18th Birthday (most girls have their "coming out" party or what we call debut), I just rented a private resort and treated my friends with lots of booze. Yeah, I'm such an alcoholic and I've never been the typical prim & proper lady..

But I've always been thinking of how it is to celebrate like a normal kid (even when I'm already grown up) --  kiddie party with mascots, games, loot bags and everything..

I want to make this dream a reality.. and so...

A few weeks from now, I will be celebrating it at Jollibee. Since 2 of my bestfriends will also be celebrating their birthdays soon (sunod-sunod birthday namin :) ), we decided to gather the kids of Gawad Kalinga - Payatas and party with them at Jollibee! :) Also, one of my bestfriends will be collecting goodies from our friends so we can have something to give away. Not toys, not candies or chocolates.. those that even their families can use/eat. Fortunately, one dear friend is generous enough and gave us sacks of rice.. we are still waiting for the toiletries and other food to arrive.

Next week, I will be having a dinner/gimmick for my friends in this restaurant/bar that we frequent. It would be my small party for loved ones, at the same time a fund raising event for our charity. My friend would be having an Open Mic (stand up comedy and jamming) to raise funds to buy goodies to give out to the families in Payatas. I'm hoping it would be a success. :)

Isn't it a good idea? I'm soooo excited. :D

Wish me luck. ;)

Happy Birthday to us. :)

EXACTLY A YEAR AGO…

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... I woke up feeling troubled by something I found out a few days ago. Something I've seen online.. a picture of you kissing another girl. It was then that I felt the greatest fear -- to lose someone I have deeply loved. Someone I have envisioned to be with me for the rest of my life. I knew I was on the verge of losing you but you told me things that would lessen all the troubles in my mind. I believed you.. eventhough I knew in my heart that something was wrong. I had to hold on to what you were saying, just so my heart could somehow be at peace. I loved you so much that my notion of truth was you.. only YOU.

And then my phone rang. A couple of times. It was you. I don't know why I didn't answer. I just went back to sleep.. I was physically weary and felt the need to rest some more. A few minutes later, my Mom went up my room and told me you called her up. I suddenly felt something hard punched my heart. You know, woman's instinct. I quickly dialed your number but you didn't answer. I almost lost my breath and started to think hard. Another call from you and I answered, I almost died when I heard a voice on the other line -- "Hello. This is ---, ----'s GIRLFRIEND. Who's this?" My world stopped spinning for a while .. I was slowly dying.  But then again, I tried to be calm. No words slipped out of my tongue.. I didn't argue anymore. But I felt like my heart was crying. I suffered from lack of air. It was so early in the morning yet you were together..

I can still remember her heart-stabbing line when we got to talk a few days after the incident, "..that Sunday morning when I woke up beside him..." Man, I was so shocked.. and in pain, like I never wanted to live anymore. Because I got to realize that each waking moment was heaven for both of you... while I was dealing with loneliness caused by you not being with me most of the time. I thought I was a good partner by stepping back because of your responsibilities at home, at work and even in school... but I was wrong, everything was a LIE. Your absence wasn't never really due to important matters. You were good in fabricating stories.

It was painful to discover that while I was building my dreams for us (and I thought you, too, were on your way to achieving your goals for your future with me).. you were there in her arms.. you were building your dreams with the woman you truly loved. Why didn't I notice in the past two years that you were in love with somebody else? I was blinded by what you told me.. not by what you had shown me. I thought you were mine for three years... the truth is, you were hers.. two years and counting.

I was in deep shit and I didn't know what to do. I was caught off guard.. like a soldier in a battle without a gun. I could have defended myself. I could have cleared things with her. I was never the third party.. I was never the other girl. I was never a relationship wrecker. I loved you first even before she hooked up with you. It's just that you loved her first.. she was your FIRST LOVE. I found out that you pursued her for 11 years before you met me. And continued wooing her even I was already holding your heart. It was a confirmation that first love never dies. Ours was just a superficial relationship that's not meant to last. I didn't even feel that you really loved me, even if you said that many times before. Sad, isn't it?

............

Looking back, I am thankful that it happened. I realized my worth and getting hurt was a way for me to realize that there are some things/people that you need to let go of to have room for something/someone better to come along. I may have yet to find that something/someone better but I know it/he will come.. It may not be so soon.. but I'm certain all my prayers will be answered. :)

Nowadays, I can no longer feel the pain that he caused me. I was even fortunate that he gave me another friend in the person of the other girl.

I remember the boy, but I don't remember the feeling anymore. :)




KAGANDAHAN, ANG DAKILANG ALASKADOR

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Aalis na ang yaya ng aking pamangkin kaya naghahanap kame ngayon ng bagong yaya. Napagkwentuhan sa bahay ang mga pangyayari sa bahay ng aking kapatid..

Mama: Aalis na daw yaya ni Mikee.
Ako: Wala pa kapalit? Baket daw?
M: Eh ang dahilan daw ba naman eh masama daw ugali ng ate mo kaya aalis na lang daw sya.
A: Hahaha! Talagang dinerechang ganun? Ayos yun ah.


Nang biglang....

Sa sala ay may biglang umalingawngaw na boses ng isang malditang babaeng di naman kasama sa usapan pero laging umeepal..

Cris: Ano daw po Ate? Masama daw ugali ni Ate Ruby kaya aalis yaya ni Mikee? Hahaha! Soooo funny! Magpasalamat na nga lang sya at di sya napunta kay Ate Anna eh. Bwahahahah!

Sarap tuktukan noh? Grrrrrr......

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Kagabi, noong magsimula ang The Wedding (na bulgar naman na sa blog na ito na atat na atat na akong mapanood), may isang bwiset na kamay na kumatok sa pinto ng aking kwarto...

Cris: Ate, kakain na po.
Ako: Teka, teka nood ako..
C: Kinikilig ka na naman jan.
A: O eh ano ngayon??? Masama?! Palibhasa wala kang puso.
C: Ate, isa lang ibig sabihin nyan, merong isang part jan sa puso mo na gusto na magpakasal... Kaya lang wala talaga eh. Sino papakasalan mo? Eh wala ka naman boyfriend. Kaya sumuko ka na Ate..


Aray nako.. napakasakit naman ng sinabi moooooo.... wooooooo!!!!!

Kilala nyo si Brosia sa Pugad Baboy? Ayun, ganun na ganun sya. Ang pagkakaiba lang nila, si Brosia payatot.. si Cris namumutok ang pisngi sa taba.. hekhek.. jooooke! :P

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PAHABOL:

Noong minsan na lumabas ako, bigla na lang sya nagtext na tonong demanding pa..

Cris: Ate, pabili daw po ng Jolibi Tranformer. Kidi meal daw po yon na cheken. Tanx po.
Ako: Walang Jollibee dito El Pueblo. McDo lang meron.
C: Ahm frenchprice nalang daw po. Mag wate kame thank you po.
A: Mamaya pa ko uuwi. Gimik ako.
C: Okay lang po, wate ka po namin.


Okay payn! Wala na ko nasabi.. basta mag-wate sya maski kinabukasan pa ko uuwi.. pra langsa frencprice! Anu vah! Walang basagan ng trip! :P

Demanding eh! Hmp!
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